Tuesday, January 02, 2007

it's 2007

it's 2007 already... i wonder what a new year will bring in. time to start a new diary. and woo this year i'm 18! omg unbelievable. lolz i don't feel much difference but i bet from an outsider's point of view, me being 18 is just... astounding :) no la ok still got like 11 more months to my 18th bday but wth.

i'm sick :( but i won 8 dollars in mahjong! uh omens for e upcoming year?

all sorts of weird thots flashing thru my mind but just not much inspiration to blog. just really wondering how 2007 will turn out. so many changes happened in 2006 really quite amazing...

wow ok repeating wat i did last year... reading my diary and playing mahjong. except i was so much more high last year than i am now.

ok must quote something from each month last year in my diary. see how much things have changed.

january:
"but the saddest thing is to see a great friendship just disintegrate just because everyone is separated by barriers and just slowly drift out of each other's lives. so no argument, no quarrel... nothing... just slowly drift away and all we have left are memories. "
o. m. g.

february:
"all in all... i'm really pleased with things right now... can't ask for much more. life's just going so well... smooth and easy... but somehow i think it'll change... "
lolz changed SOOOO much.

march:
"silence broken le... do you'll still check e blog?? like e moment i get back, comp on, log in msn, go to e blogs. "
i have my own blog now...

april:
"just came back from my interview. and waa damn scary la... interviewed by mr mag, ms tan siok mui and mr desmond tan... big shots so yea definitely intimidating when i stepped into the room."
wow ok i missed a big chance here. lolz not that i regret it much but still... it would have been rather cool to get e award :)

may:
"Hope I'm not disappointed again tho... "
"Yes build up slowly and explode into a huge argument... then dono what will happen in the argument but after things cool down, she'll leave me alone for a while and then there'll be peace. Then things will repeat all over again. Yes I'm clairvoyant and I can read the future -.-"
ahem. my words are amazingly prophetical.

june:
"i just really hoped i did good in the camp... and made a difference in the students. "
e sec 2 camp! 2007 will be their year i guess... make or break. really really really hope it's the former tho it's a thin line sometimes.

july:
"Ok it's been so super long since I went for badminton"
wow i only started playing again in july... ok but so happy for this event.

august:
"Stupid woman. Bleh shall off all my lights first. "
zomggggggggg! ultimate stupidity of the year. seriously -.-

"After the huge blown-up incident of the cold war, crisis struck again in the form of pw. "
:O this a seriously bitch-able event.

september:
"Lolz it's the first day of the promos and I'm diarying... but it's always been like this. The exam period arrives and I get so sick and tired of studying and do all kinds of nonsense and come up with all kinds of weird ideas... and yep I've just set up another blog. not that I'd forget my own blog, but just for remembrance, my blog is mel-mel-.blogspot.com! "
oo lala. i love my blog. and my background pic :)

october:
"Imagine..."
lolz a unique post... dono how come i was so inspired also. i never seem to have the energy to write something like this again.

november:
"Tormented Soul. A Difference. Our Deepest Fear... Perfection. Our Weaknesses. problems..."
so much pent-up emotions. tsk tsk.

december:
"New year ahead... I wonder what this whole new year will hold. What changes will there be in my mentality, my emotional state and my relationships. I'm kinda excited I guess... but apprehensive also. And plain lazy to move my ass to keep up with the new year. But cannot... I made my resolution to keep up with homework and not sleep in lectures and tutorials!"

one whole year... absolutely amazing.

|10:03 PM|


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